Gah!

I should really get over obsessing about other peoples problems. In fact I should learn to just let things go and not let people get to me. Why do I do this? I don't know, because I'm a twat. There are better things I should be doing with my time, then worry about what my husband's ex is doing. I most defiantly should be getting upset over her self inflicted misery.. Its not even that I don't know any better. I do, I know stressing about her is not unhealthy, unnecessary, and generally a bad idea. But I do it anyways. I could offer any number of psychological reasons for this stupidity, but I'm fairly sure it boils down to, I'm behaving like a twat. My husband has in no encouraged anything from her, and truly, the she tries to get back into his life, the less he wants to do with her. Her life is like a train wreck. I don't have to anything. If I wish to cruel, the most I have to do is sit back and watch. What drives me insane is that, even now, even after she tried to ruin my marriage, I just want to slap her for ruining her own life. Her life doesn't have to be what she's making it and could be so much better. But she's too busy feeling sorry for herself and being a junkie to actually fix anything. I have no reason to care about any of this, and I shouldn't. I know this isn't her fault, it's my issue. But really, I'm rather sick of it, and need to just get over it and move on.