Less then a day...

It’s amazing how much difference a few hours and a conversation can make. I was asked by my therapist to write down what it was I was getting out of a relationship that was causing me so much confusion and pain. Then answer is: a smile. The heart as reasons that reason can not know. The knowledge that I am cared about (even if it isn’t exactly the sort of love I want) and that I am the cause of that smile, makes me happy. He makes me happy. I suppose I could, with the therapists help, analyze why that is but right now, I really don’t care. My goal now is to just be happy and enjoy what I can have rather then focus on what I can’t. Easier said then done, but well worth it. You’re not gone…and that makes me happy.